Thursday, June 9, 2011
Friday, March 25, 2011
As you can see, I don't make a lot of posts. I have a hard time expressing the things that are worth expressing. It's not because I don't want to, or don't have strong views or concerns. It's just that there are so many , that how does one begin. The things that are happening, and will happen are so great, and life altering, that I spin most of the day, because ..this can't be happening, and .. yet it is. AND....I HATE THESE THINGS. I hear planes go by.. I wonder, are these friendly emissions, or sinister. I hear choppers go over my house.. very low, and heading north.. Fort Drum is to the north of me. In the morning, I look at the sky.. how many white plumes will I count intersecting today? Food shopping is a hunt for something we will eat, and we can afford. I look to the news feeds.. will there be an alert every hour.. every morning? What is next?
Then, I look at my kids. They don't need this. They need to play, laugh, fight, plan a party eat a burger and fries. They also need me to laugh with them. Tomorrow, I m going to laugh with them.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Saturday, October 2, 2010
there are more and more dances to learn in this blog world! the more i dance with new blogs.. the more steps there are ! this is necessary, and i will try..yet i feel so incompetent! i have only just recently realized, that i have always been an outsider in this world.. this spaceship...planet earth. i used to believe i was wrong in my perceptions, and opinions. i have come to understand i was very close to reality, in an unreal world.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
trust... not any more... there's really no one to trust. words are corrupt.. they can not express ideas, or thoughts, the way we see them in our inner core. the way we hear these things we call words, is suspect also. we speak to people we don't know in a certain way, and to people we know well.. we speak in an entirely different manner. after a long visit with an old friend.. do you ever feel tired and exposed because of the words that were exchanged? it could be because some of the words were corrupt, and our inner self feels betrayed somehow. this is just something i have been struggling with lately. how about you?
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
oh.. i am sooo glad that karl rove cleared up that whole water-boarding torture thingy! doctors were there to make sure that the suspects had no long term affects.. like they can tell that in just a few moments after the procedure.. and that the suspects were well aware that they would not die from these proceedings..i am truly comforted.. all is well now...
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