hey! i haven't written in a while.... not because of a lack of material...
i can't wrap my head around all of this.
fires in colorado, and new mexico,...tornadoes in ontario,...here in central new york the past couple of days have felt like sunshiny hurricanes have been surrounding us!
our fearless leaders are becoming blatantly obvious with how they plan to devour us.

i look at our skies...they are generally filled with white streaks forming a quiet web over our heads.
still....no one listens to me.
so, i say less and less.
and i listen.
i listen and watch.
what i hear and see makes me sad.

people still think they can ...vote... their way out of this.
vote for what?
who ?
why?
it's maddening.....
we are mad....

government...an evil that must be avoided. we were born without it. we have been programmed to embrace it. i will not. people will use the ever ...what about people who will harm , or "dumb people" who can't make good decisions...? really? you've just described the government!
people like to believe in bogeymen, so they can accept something as nefarious as a government.
they can't bring themselves to entertain the thought that maybe, just maybe, we as sovereign people on the land could handle governing ourselves.
would it be a perfect world? no, but when the government protects the people who would harm, or the "dumb people" who can't make good decisions.....it's much, much worse.
i am not a pollyanna...i do not believe everyone is good. i just see the evil people in another light.
most people want to drive on the right side of the road because it's a really good idea, and it's been proven to work. most people want to live, and let live. some of course do not.
that is the chance that is taken in a truly free society.
freedom does not cost.
freedom just is.
but in a free society, i will not force my ideals on anyone.
i'll just write about them here...........

today, i feel an especially heaviness in my being... a little boy in our neighborhood has been fighting leukemia for about 10 months now. he is 7 years old. much too young for pain, never mind the the ever changing list of infections that are bombarding this child on a daily basis.
today i have learned he is back in the childrens' hospital. he cannot eat, and breathing is difficult. at first it was thought that he had contracted hoof and mouth disease. now, the doctors aren't so sure.
he's losing weight, cries when he tries to eat, and his temperature is hovering the 104 mark. his parents are exhausted, as they have 2 younger children at home who need them also.
as we are all in the blog world, focusing on the horrors of this world that have been brought on by selfish sub-humans, today i just want to focus on something outside of this.
this little boy did nothing to deserve this. his voice can't be heard. his parents need care, compassion, and rest.
who here on this planet can give this to them....and others in similar conditions?
there is no answer..that is certain, for if there were, certainly these situations would change.

well... the time is coming up for a big memorial. on sunday, the ones still trying to spoon feed us the fairy tale of 9-11 will celebrate the dead. they will read those names, and hypnotize the sheep, to keep them asleep, and bo peep will never have to find them. vigilant sheep will be asked to rat on their fellow sheep, if something looks suspicious.. like a wolf, in sheep's clothes.. or a sheep in turbans....or.. now, to our shock and awe.. we have become our own enemy. a sheep in jeans and tee shirts! nikes.. or sketchers! what to do! what to do!

i think i'll read another story that has more truth to it... mary had a little lamb. it's fleece was white as snow. and everywhere that mary went the lamb was sure to go. it followed her to the site one day, which was against the rules.. because when the lamb saw what was there, she saw that they were fools.

How Dare I: More...

How Dare I: More...

As you can see, I don't make a lot of posts. I have a hard time expressing the things that are worth expressing. It's not because I don't want to, or don't have strong views or concerns. It's just that there are so many , that how does one begin. The things that are happening, and will happen are so great, and life altering, that I spin most of the day, because ..this can't be happening, and .. yet it is. AND....I HATE THESE THINGS. I hear planes go by.. I wonder, are these friendly emissions, or sinister. I hear choppers go over my house.. very low, and heading north.. Fort Drum is to the north of me. In the morning, I look at the sky.. how many white plumes will I count intersecting today? Food shopping is a hunt for something we will eat, and we can afford. I look to the news feeds.. will there be an alert every hour.. every morning? What is next?

Then, I look at my kids. They don't need this. They need to play, laugh, fight, plan a party eat a burger and fries. They also need me to laugh with them. Tomorrow, I m going to laugh with them.

How Dare I: Anonymity and Questions...

How Dare I: Anonymity and Questions...